sorry but ur not cool with me at all to tell me how im sapose to be

I'm so tierd of every one say dont be sad be happy I'm telling u know I'm a lowed to be sad when things go wrong and it not good that i have to be happy and i need to deal with it by my self so let me tell u if u dont let me cry it going to be bad idea to ask me how i feel I'm trying to let a lot out how dare u say i cant let my sad ness out that not good i was crying because of things and friends who lie to me and u say dont have a pity cry that way low and not cool would u like to see me dead or a live and it not cool that u did what u did then asking me if I'm ok I'm killing a big wall and ur not there to see how stress full it is to let go of things in life it so dam stupid that u think it was me it not it was u and it dosent matter to me now because u need to move one if im not on my face book or blogging for a month means bad news or im getting other things to do and none of it concerns to u that im done with this crap im a so mad at u know that u told a lie a bout me asking if i was pregnant i was not i hate girls and guys who ask things and i dont give a heck who u are but being mean and saying stuff not true dang it and ur not a good friend im mad that u had to ask and act like a little mean girl and i dont like thatu siad it and act fake as a girl not cool thought u could bring me down no u cant becuse u lost me and it over get marred and get out of my life for good im so mad i wanted to tell u that if u did love me and then tell me u made amastake not good to let me know after u did it and know i know who u are and not good to let me down drowning in sadness for life