This crazy thing called life

hi im christopher lynne dobbs from safford az and im singel i was born mield retarded and it hard when u think every thing going to be fine but it not i was born 10 days late and i was born in safford where i have 3 other family members my brother devin in Michigan Michael my sis live in new york and im here where i have a lot of friends and family who care and love me and it hard when u think u have friends who care for u but they dont some times i wish we all had friends in bands im into a lot of music that has help me out in life my life is like a small tree that been trying to grow but it not i have a lanturn on that tree it a small light where fun things are loving memory's and there a big dark tree where it sad gloomy and there 2 roads to this a good one and a bad one what should i do and i want to know how it is that i never get done wiht every thing and im lost for words some times i dont like what i look like or i do some times and no one knows how bad it is for me to