persanul

i have never told any one how i really feel some times because it hard on me and now Ur going to hear the truth and all of u have to face the music soon or later in life and now I'm letting u know how i feel it not fair that every one been mean or bulling any friends in my life if u do shame on u I'm not jugging but u cant judge me eather it not cool with me when people label me dumb stupid and not good for some one i am me love me or hate me that how it is god only a low to judge in life u cant just say oh look at her and talk crap a bout me and make fake friends with me if u love me show it don't hide it  and i do  love friends who willing to know me or help me when I'm down and some friends haven't WHERE THE HECK WHERE U GUYS WHEN I NEED IT........!!!!!!!!!!!!! some how some friends have called and made my life more happy to know when some one picks u up and dust the crap out of ur life and that what i need some one who love me for who i am not how i look it count inside and the out side and if god give you a life live it to the foulest and life to short and if u want to say im sorry to me it not to late to all the cheer leaders ur not cool with me if u ignore me then i don't give a flying heck but i do care that people help out with the disable kids we are the same like the smart kids once in a  while who are moderate we cant talk walk or see u all can help in life please don't let some one be sad help out to them to reach out ur hands to them and let them know there not a lone don't make a judge meant on them let them talk to u or talk to them or if they cant talk they will let u know by ASL and it not that hard for me to do it  and please don't let me down a lot have and it not fun to be lonely in life it hard to be here in life with out love seaport in life for me i feel like an out cast it not good to be called one or feel it or knowing it and some friends i do owe a thanks for saving my life when i was sad or if i did not want to talk a bout it or even when i vent that when some one hurts me or just being stupid some people need to know who i am im a  daughter of god and i love screamo music and other bands i do saport a lot of them over 1,286 bands and im going to see few this summer i hope so and now i know im loved by all of u means a lot to me any bannds who need a friend let me know im all was here for u