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Tuesday, October 11, 2011

standing in a bad storm

i don't know if it seems sad that im here and u made the promise to be there for me and then let me down why am i a lone when u made me happy u never told me to die  now im scared u left every one go and then the band left u for what it worth and it not like that in my life there 3 roads and im not going to let any one brake me or any one and now i cry because u never card a  bout ur fans or even me why did i like ur music i feel like a kid hit by a car and lots of blood on the floor i never ask u to do any thing for me but u have lied to me and ur fans i could be there for u but u never talk to me and i don't like it at all i never wanted to lose u as a friend in a band but i did the rain started to drip of sad ness of crying that i do i have never for gave u or any one in ur band to let me down the worse u told me u cared for me and never let me go and u did and u never talk to me or said we are sorry for what we did to u or ur friends and u never cared so this is good bye for good all the bands who lie to me or let me down when i need u all or even friends u all made my life happy but the bad storm has came back im not happy im relly mad it make me sad to know u or ur band and im sad to know why u did it i never ask u because u let me be me and then screw me over bye for good i thought u where there for me but im wrong for being a girl who has mield retardation and it not esey for me to be happy

hevan

my life is not esey im me but im not you so back off i never felt happy in my life until my girl says did u know when u die ur normal and being u the u that not mailed retarded and u will be hot  heaven
you have to think about your life in larger perspective... People love you and care about you and invest time and emotions into you. If you give up on your life then your leaving them behind. Everyone in this world is important. Because everyone in life has friends and family that they mean the world to u and them