New I pod touch

I'm so happy to know u love me and I got an I pod touch

the bands u need to get this for once im so lost but now ur going to try to fix it to late

im so mad u think u know me u dont and u think it fair to tell me what the bands do or say ur not a tru friend a band would talk to me and not u because u think ur cooler then me ur not ok back off im so mad bands what happen to us did i something wrong and  then u think it fair to let a fan die no becuse i know some bands would help me for a lot of resons and not let  me die in there arms and now i wonder why i add u on my face book and then screw me over thinking ok i can hurt christie u did and i dont like it and now we are not talking because of u im done with every one hateing on me for being nice and trying to be happy and u just dont want me to die dont u i really know now u had ur chance and u got scard to being nice and now my mean side comeing out becuse of u  we use to hang and talk u said u loved me and never let me down and now u did u had ur chance to know me and it done im fine with out u and ur going to try to say sorry it to late  for u to think im going to let u hurt me no ur loseing a good friend and a fan it the last time we will talk this is to the bands who talk to me


thank u for ur help and love knowing im not the same chris u all use to know im sad knowing im truning a new leaf im not going to help u untile i fix my heart it all most fix until know
   christie dobbs

so i gess u want to know some thing a bout me well here we go

iv been wondering if any of u even love me i felt this way for to long and it not fair for me to deal with every one crap and knowing this it time for me and it going to get crazy
for the first time ill be me

some thing u need to know be for u do some thing wrong

well here my story i was born 10 days late i was suppose to be born Aug 1 19 85 well that did not happen i was born on the 11 of Aug I'm mild retarded i have been bullied for 20 years i have been spit on put clay in my hair no friends let see i had cansear almost 3 times out of my life no friends out cast been hurt worse i almost killed my self felt worthless to every one and bands to never had a b/f because I'm ugly girl no one wants but I'm here for a reason that not been esey as every one thinks I'm a lost kid no wonder why life hard but u all have music to save ur life I'm still going there depression it getting a lot better thowe I'm me and i have some one to thank a lot for things they done for me even bands love me and hate me I'm me the old Christie that god made me the way i should be and I'm happy to know u wanted to know me so here i am in my house figuring out life and it hard to say this but I'm a Beautiful person i was born this way no matter what all of u think so if any one want to know me more let me know at c_l_dobbs2012@hotmail.com or at www.facebook.com/ Christie dobbs or at c_l_dobbs2011@hotmail.com I'm willing to be any one friend if that OK and bands need to see these 3 bands  embers in ashes southbound fearing  and silversyde

this made me think

we all go threw this

There is an appointed time for everything. And there is a time for every event under heaven:

A time to give birth, and a time to die; A time to plant, and a time to uproot what is planted.

A time to kill, and a time to heal; A time to tear down, and a time to build up.

A time to weep, and a time to laugh; A time to mourn, and a time to dance.

A time to throw stones, and a time to gather stones; A time to embrace, and a time to shun embracing.

A time to search, and a time to give up as lost; A time to keep, and a time to throw away.

A time to tear apart, and a time to sew together; A time to be silent, and a time to speak.

A time to love, and a time to hate; A time for war, and a time for peace are lifes we go threw this even i do we all need time to think what god went threw for us

every yhing worng now

i never thought this week would go like this hearing a bout sandy i was so sad for the familys and then earth quakes and then my infection and now mitch wow no way crys cant sleep

this is fun news

so this week was to crazy!! i was in the mountains with my family and Jake family my new brother in law it was fun to see every one i had a good time until i got home sick and sleepy time i love my new in laws they seem to have so much fun to talk to even thowe we are way far a way from them there part of my family and I'm so proud to be there in law in safford Arizona. i know it seem sad thowe but i know when it time for my wedding they can come and my friends and all my new friends and every one can love one another. and knowing that i truly love them the wedding made me cry becuse i was so happy for my sister michael and jake i was a tierd and there was a big group of coyotesmim glad we all know each other



ps love u all from my family to urs thanks for the love and the saport u all gave to are family

O MY GOSH

ok not good what happeni had almost 4,00 of u now i only have 2 WHAT THE HEAK

new life this time no one going to brake me

Forgive me I don't mean to intrudeYou see my hands are shaking tooJust settle down this storm won't last foreverWe're built for more than this worldI'm not that strong honestly I'm not
But you always see the best in meAm I something you can be proud of now
Just settle down this storm won't last foreverWe're built for more than this worldI'm not that strong honestly I'm notBut you always see the best in meAm I something you can be proud of now i know a lot of u been there for me i owe u all a thanks for every thing




PS IM COMEING HOME TO U

bye for 4 days from now

well here we go a gen to my sister michael ann wedding in far east in Phoenix az im sad to say it im nor ready for it but any was  if any of u have a ? let me know please c_l_dobbs2012@hotmail.com love u all

cant u love me

i was so sad i found some one who i could love but now it a lie he has gone got engage and thew my loveing heart a way now I'm sad this is why i had try to for give u wont talk to me I'm not ur friend u lies back stabbing Son of a bisect eater Son of a gun lire ur not there for me i felt like u loved me but no i was a screw over and lied to the point I'm done
I'm so sad to know every thing iv done is wrong every time i say i love u don't love me it really hurts I'm the one who no one try to understands me no band cares I'm used up hurt and I'm done I'm tired and no one is here for me I'm all was in the dark some times i wish u where here to save me and now i feel like i lost all of u and I'm still here why I'm so sad cant stop crying I'm the one who going to be a lone because none of u want to help me so i guess i have deal with this by my self like i all was doand now u know how sad it is to love some one and they hate u for a reson now im lost if i hurt u im sorry
but it hard on u for once can u try to love me i never know why but im not hateing u hated me i was a ex vampire becuse of u i feel like no one wnats me as a fan

eac

it been to fun this week for once i was really sad to know my Friend been gone for a year and i never wanted to cry but i do and my friend is been hard week and it really sad i never been so mad in my life knowing every one talks a bout me and all this crap I'm me not some one slut I'm the kid down the street that dis able how dare u screw me over u did it to ur self it hard to tell every one how i feel becuse im mormen and why dose every one get mad at me for what i say it my life if some one hate me u hate ur self sorry but now im going to yell at some one so any was fix it hahahaha

broken places in my dream world

 the time that i sleep it not good news or some time it is  to see some one u don't know or even know what they want from u or even know where there from and it scary as heck  and there a dream  that scared the hell out of me and i felt so sad to i was in my own dream world and there was a lot to do in  my town where i live there was a man who i never new or seen be for he told me i new him from some one ealts it like a clear white car driving threw a bad town where people fight each other for blood and i never wanted to be there or even want any one to be there i felt like some one was dragging me thew the town of the bloods where the vampires live but this was way be for i saw him and it was scary and sad but this next one is way good

find the bands

Those times in life we learn to try, with one intention
Of learning how and when we'll die, but we cant listen
I wish to god I'd known that I, I didn't stand a chance
Of looking back and knowing why, or pain of circumstance

You're not alone
We'll brave this storm

So here's my song I wrote in time, when it was needed
Through pain of heart or loss of mind, your burdens lifted
You aren't alone just know that I, cant save our hearts tonight

You're not alone
We'll brave this storm
And face today
You're not alone

You're not alone
We'll brave this storm
And face today
You're not alone


I don't care if your beautiful lips
Exist out there 'cause I'm wonderless
Why the best can't make it in Hollywood
No more

It's like a long drag taken
Before the smoke hits the white sky
(Like the birds at night)
And it's fake just like the movies
Oh yeah

And I can't wait just to see you again
And your two faces are locked on mine
Had the worst time chasing the thought away
No hope (Oh no home)

Because maybe I'm a fake
Maybe you're to blame
Maybe I'm a star
(Stumbling drunk light)
My mistakes I've made won't leave me alone
Oh no

And if you don't find me on the front page
Find a way to say that you saw me
And if you don't find me in a movie
Find a way to say that you knew me
And if you don't find me on the front page
(You and I got lost along the way)
Find a way to say that you saw me
(But this will end some day some way)

And if you don't find me at all
Then I won't care

(Oh, yeah)
If I could find a place for the holiday
Maybe I would call
You're a payphone away
From the mess that I've become
I'm destroying what I love

why

i made my friends night last night knoweing i was so sad and then she ask hey what a bout a  mormen coven why not i thought then i said i dont think some of u would help me knowing that i christie is no longer a bad girl or a bad vampire gess what kiss my lily butt u all lost me and f over every thing u did for me was a lie u all promis not to hurt me not true u went to a girl had sex and then for got a fan and  now ur with a slut not good for u or ur band oh yea for got ur not my boy toy eather ur a man slut whore but u knnow why i left ull find out soon



Sit down, escape your lonely day
My treat, the love is on me
You seem so tired, and I'm understanding
So tell your story

You stumble but it's alright

Say what you want to me, my friend
The words are growing bigger in my head
So take all you want from me, my friend
Even if it is nothing at all

You wanted all that your eyes could see
Maybe it will all be dealt in time
But the world will never see you eye to eye
Or heart to heart, I know this

You stumble but it's alright

Say what you want to me, my friend
The words are growing bigger in my head
So take all you want from me, my friend
Even if it is nothing at all

You stumble, the world spinning around you, now

 

27

Quote of the Day, "God is Good, Root beer is GREAT! and people are ccccrrrazzy!!"
 

ILL BE 27 in 2 days ahhhhhhhh!!!!!!! and i have 3,750 of  has watch how my life is thanks





PS



                        I DONT WANT TO BE 27





       LOVE CHRISTIE DOBBS THANKS FOR BEING THERE FOR ME

13 things in 27 diffrent ways

1 please don't piss me off it not cool to ask me stupid ?
2 please don't hate me because it not nice
3 i don't like bands who left me make me cry why me?
4 if u love me please don't let me down
5 I'm the only one who love every one and i get hurt a lot
6 if u have a slut with u don't show me who she is because she not nice fans are more important
7ill be 27 next week not happy on the 11
8 love screamo and love Christan's bands to i like little country and a little rap
9 where did we go from here what TV showe is it from?
10 wish bands would never let me go out of there life's 
11 shooting stars when dose it start and ends
12 I'm not ugly
13 who is my fave band or friend
 
now this is for feelings
1 sad
2 anger
3 hug
4 lost
5 prayers are the 1 and do it 2 times a day
6 lousy
7 missing a lot of friends
8 cry
9dubbel jointed
10 thinking to much
11 heart broken
12 smiles but hides sadness
13 some times i don't like it when i get sick

friends
1 bands
2 friends
3 family
4 ex
5 lovers
6 haters
7 out cast kids 
8 out town friends
9 out of town family
10 crazy friends
11 love ones who have pass a way
12 church
13 my family's in the hole world

reviw of my blogs

the world and th blogs and bands

a lot of my blogs seem to sad for a lot of u some of u all want me to be happy hello not esey i feel like a cat being hurt in a way i was todaly freak out last night i had a bad feeling a bout some one and some thing not good feel like sad a gen now here gose nothing i christie dobbs do not love hate or being hated for what i am im me im not sone one who gose kills any one or any thing nathuer is my friends animals i do have a dog and a friend who is a bird a humming bird who is going to be a mom soon i love every thing but hated and world distrution i never felt so sad for any thing but soon this world will not be the same every one ask me waht do u think a bout the world i think it a cool place but it how i feel


my music
 my friends in bands i hope that u all are doing ok i miss the time we all talk a bout my depression it was a bad time in my life never  had close friends who relly loved me  so much more then the bands came in to my life when i was 6 so for 20 years i have a ot of bands to thank for what u all done for me or loved me i had hard times in life i never showe how much i love u but i love u all for ur saport when i had a friend die or a family died so i gess this is the most i had yet to fix now here the worst has any band for got me


blog
 how did i found this place my good friend form t town in az thacher i call it t town safford is call bull dog town la i call the bad world i owe every one a thanks

things that make me happy

what make me happy i love music i love hanging out i dont do sports i love ice cream love waching movies that make me laught hard i love my dog and my family aka u all know who u are and i love make up i love helping other friends with the ex boy friends or any thing they need now i have to say thanks for ur love

lost but this is me

so all my friends I'm Christie the one u hurt the most in Ur life's and u never wanted me as a friend u know now it hard to be me or some one who has mild retardation I'm the one u loved and then lie to me why are we friends i mean the most part u where family to me and there for me and now I'm the one being hurt why is it because I'm not one of those girls who don't have standers for them selfs i know some of u do but dont make it hard for me to have a band friend  i have  a  lot of good friends who are there for me  i am agood girl im the one u want to know i dont do drugs sex or even do bad things i help the bands out im being screwd by a lot of bands who where my family im here im not going to die if u even think that ur wrong i never been so lost in a bands i try to talk to u all of the bands but im been hurt to much im done if u love me WHERE THE HELL HAVE U BEEN AT

vampires

Blood i seek, blood i lust,
Blood i crave, blood i must!
Day has gone night is here,
Eternal day thats all i fear!
Years have past seem like days,
Endless night i stop to gaze.
Forever young i cant get old,
Thirst for blood my skin is cold.
Born centuries ago in a far distant land,
Were i fell victim to another hand!
I left my home land so long ago,
Where this evil feeling did so grow!
I searched for others just like me,
I sailed the ocean across the sea.
Years went by my search was long,
Looking for belief to were i belong.
It was Paris (1304)it finally came,
I think of it again and again
The night was young it was pouring with rain
She whispered in my ear that we are the same.
Enemy of man, they hunt me down,
Home for now, this old town.
I hear their thoughts, i smell their fear,
Most often they don't now am here.
I keep my face on that old bookshelf,
Because that's the only time i see myself.
Blood i need, before sun rise,
Staring through these black cold eyes
I roam the night were creatures call,
I write this now from this old town hall.

My freind is all of these!

My freind is all of these!

Friendship is to trust
Friendship is having the kindness to help
Friendship is giving to others without thinking
Friendship is being there when someone need you
Friendship can be just a smile that brightens your day
Friendship is giving more than you expect to receive
Friendship is listening
Friendship is offering your opinion when you think you need to
Friendship can be many things
Friendship is different for everyone
Friendship could be holding a hand for support
Friendship is lending your shoulder to cry on
Friendship is mellow
Friendship is giving back
Friendship is only taking that what you need
Friendship can be that voice of reason you give
Friendship could also be a boost of encouragement when it’s needed
Friendship stands the test of time
Friendship is show in many different ways
Friendship can be everlasting
Friendship is not always an easy thing
Friendship is hard to break apart
Friendship is strong
Friendship should never be taken for granted
Friendship is meant to be shared with all
Friendship is free and rewarding to share
Friendship can be unforgettable
Friendship is priceless to many
Friendship is a secret never to be told
Friendship is not having to say sorry but do
Friendship is not judging no matter what
Friendship is to share, the joy and the fear
Friendship is someone to run too when things are tough
Friendship is a hand to hold when things are so rough
Friendship is someone to laugh with not at you
Freindship is just knowing they are there
Freindship is very personal
Freindship is all of thes things and many more
This is are how I see friendship
To have a true Friend is the best thing to achieve
We all have one but it may take a very long time to find them.
 and to be with them until now i feel like some one found me

as a good friend thank u all for ur love and saport i need it

most of the time i thnk of u all and wonder how far i have gone to be

me and not a lone it feels so weard knowing u all love me

i hope u all read this for some u called friend and not being so mean to

one a nother

i am not normal

 so im Christopher Lynne Dobbs i live in Safford for pas 26 years and it hard to be me i was born on the 11 of august in the 80s i was born 10 days late i thought some one would love me for who i was and i don't like my life some times i get sad and im a lonely it sad to feel like ull never get close to all of ur friends who was sapose to be there for u i never had good times i was bullied a lot i got few friends  i  feel  like no one could understand me for what i live for im the one u all push ,e far a way it to sad to know im not u or im not a hot person if i was u i would never hurt u or let u down now if u did i for give u all for hurting me and letting me down and  heart broken i was so sad knowing no one would say hey what wrong i would tell u all but it to late and it sucks

New me

hi im back hahahaha i think this is it new me and there a lot at stake every one ask me one thing where have u been well a lot has happen iv been hart broken  and lost for pass year and a hafe im not a loser