new picks of my life

 here are the picks every one want to see my dog family    friends sis wedding weight lost  im not shuer but I'm me

odcs who dont know what there doing in safford az

so I got news sad news it not happy time for me im getting surgery the docs don't care if ur dieing or not in this town make me mad knowing if I was dieing none of them would cared

my friends love

To me... Love can be purpose. We often live to love. Be it a love for creating, for recognition, for material things, for your family or friends... its the things and the people that make the infinite amount of horrible shit this life throws at you endurable. Its fulfillment. Thats why to find what we consider "true love" in another person is something most are willing to die for. Its the ultimate, its an undeniable reason to persevere. I've not yet found that in another person, so many times I think I may have, but I have hope that one day I will. I dont believe the universe or "God" or fate is going to bring those things to me, but I think if you're open to it and always searching you'll find them, and if you're closed off and defeated you're likely to remain that way.. but tour life should not be in a nutshell... Love is hard and  even the facing it being in love is incredible. I imagine the real thing to be unparalleled, and thats worth putting up with all the BS that precedes it  in your life be you and not any one hurt you for who you are and how to act on it

The comings and going of the one and only DOBBSTER: i dont know what to do

The comings and going of the one and only DOBBSTER: i dont know what to do: I'm sad to know this but it time i was born 10 days late in the 80 i was born august 11 1985 I'm 27 ill be 28 in Aug but I'm sa...

i dont know what to do

I'm sad to know this but it time i was born 10 days late in the 80 i was born august 11 1985
I'm 27 ill be 28 in Aug but I'm sad to know my friends have pass a way my close dog had die my friend got shoot by 22 gun i have dreams that I'm dead no one knows how it feels i felt like a part of me was dead and gone and some one said to me ur loved by a lot of people not true iv been spit on cussed at heart broken rejected by friends a

butterfly

once a pone a time when the world was a good place where there was this small Caterpillar that hid and was lonly on a tree and it was a lone no family no friends searching for who she was.she finly grown to a butter fly  her wings there where  collers like pink blue white ornge black and blended her name was light and the way she flew was slowe and not fast she found a town name flower town where there was diffrent there was ranbow flower who lived and miss his family some how they where close friends he told her she will find her life and she will never be a lone that some one cared to be there
2 years of staying in flower town she and rainbow mad a new friend the crow name innes she was the sprit bird who told her she will find her family and he never been a lone some how she wanted to find some one to love she was bullyed the butter fly was bird saved her life knowing some one would love her  dark bird was really mean and never had any birds to pray for his name was  rando who never wanted the butter fly to live  there was a sister in her life she never found or known a bout this is how life is for me if this happen to me i found love in a sad way broken lies and life i thought some one would know who i am

my dog has pass away

iv been really sad mood and it not good to every one my loving dog has pass away and not ok now since I'm the one who saw her death i flipp out and i was crying and screaming not good to know and it time to move on slowly and it take time i have been so mad at my life for not saying good bye to her she was 14 years old 6 months 2 weeks 9 hours 14 mints 3 seconds knowing I'm missing her to much make me so lost i feel so low i feel so mad i felt this since sat im not ok i wont be ok nightmares not cool for 6 days im lost we had bared her in are back yard