im sad

i found out this week i was lied to a gen i feel like god put me here for a reson and no one seems to care if i did die it woukd be sad with out me knowing im not the only one in this world who get treated like crap or lied to it hurt so bad i wish some one would just give me a hug and tell me im ok but im not ok i feel so alone it sad and now im lost all my friends in bands i dont like u all as i thought i would some of u hate me some of u have for gotten me why becuse im me or is it u dont care a bout a fan who loseing there lifes because of u u never know what hate is like i feel like im in a demon world where