IM SICK IM NOT HAPPY

im sick and I am not happy I don't like this feeling sickness flue I have to stay home and sleep not yet thowe

never trust a group of friend who lie

ok my college really sucks worst then any thing in life knowing who has lied a bout you talk crap eac u need help like a lot I worn you that karma is coming im tired of lies of friends who was supposed to be a true friends u lied to me and god I never thought eac would go so low of hurting people and u did u never cared of lessoning to me at all who do u think you are every one doesn't care if im the one to be there u all have a problem of not loving some one because u talk crap it ur fault u let me down and let me go now would u want my help no u wanted me to be a lone in the dark and it did not work


im not sorry for my close friends to help them out they need me more then EASTERN ARIZONA college friends im not a Lowe to say who  U HAD UR TRUE COLOERS OUT THANKS FOR HURTING A FRIEND OHHHH ONE THING IM NOT UR FRIEND u all are in my dog house for a long time u never seem to give a crap im not the one who going to deal with ur crap lies screw u and know I'm still here it your fault you let me go see what happens 

Bad day at eac

Some one been mean I should be loved not hated not fun if u trust some one they should not treat u like crap !!!!!!!!!!!! 

hi

Alone at last we can sin and fight.
And I've lost all faith in this blurring light,
(Stay right here we can change our plight.
Storming through this despite what's right.)

One final fight for this tonight.
Whoa-oh-oh
With knives and pens we made our plight.

Lay your heart down, the end's in sight.
Conscience begs for you to do what's right.
(Everyday it's still the same dull knife,
Stab right through and justify your pride.)

One final fight for this tonight.
Whoa-oh-oh
With knives and pens we made our plight.
Whoa-oh-oh

Well I can't go on without your love that you lost, you never held on.
(We tried our best. Turn out the light. Turn out the light!)

One final fight for this tonight.
Whoa-oh-oh
With knives and pens we made our plight.
Whoa-oh-oh

Well I can't go on without your love that you lost, you never held on.
(We tried our best. Turn out the light. Turn out the light!)

hello

I used to bite my tongue and hold my breath
Scared to rock the boat and make a mess
So I sat quietly, agreed politely
I guess that I forgot I had a choice
I let you push me past the breaking point
I stood for nothing, so I fell for everything

You held me down, but I got up
Already brushing off the dust
You hear my voice, you hear that sound
Like thunder, gonna shake the ground
You held me down, but I got up
Get ready cause I’ve had enough
I see it all, I see it now

[Chorus]
I got the eye of the tiger, a fighter, dancing through the fire
Cause I am a champion and you’re gonna hear me ROAR
Louder, louder than a lion
Cause I am a champion and you’re gonna hear me ROAR
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
You’re gonna hear me roar

Now I’m floating like a butterfly
Stinging like a bee I earned my stripes
I went from zero, to my own hero

You held me down, but I got up
Already brushing off the dust
You hear my voice, you hear that sound
Like thunder, gonna shake the ground
You held me down, but I got up
Get ready ’cause I’ve had enough
I see it all, I see it now

[Chorus]
I got the eye of the tiger, a fighter, dancing through the fire
‘Cause I am a champion and you’re gonna hear me ROAR
Louder, louder than a lion
‘Cause I am a champion and you’re gonna hear me ROAR
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
You’re gonna hear me roar
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
You'll hear me ROAR
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
You're gonna hear me ROAR...

Roar-or, roar-or, roar-or, roar-or, roar-or

I got the eye of the tiger, a fighter, dancing through the fire
‘Cause I am a champion and you’re gonna hear me ROAR
Louder, louder than a lion
‘Cause I am a champion and you’re gonna hear me ROAR
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
You’re gonna hear me ROAR
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
You'll hear me ROAR
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
You're gonna hear me ROAR... 

sorry been gone for few weeeks out of this summer because my conputer was being fix

hey sorry it been few weeks I just turn 28 this month my mom and I are not talking

no one a lone on this

Almost thought we made it home,
But we don't know this place at all,
That's enough now dry your tears
It's been a long eleven years

Fire, fire, fire!
Fire from the tongues of liars,

You're ashamed of where you're from,
Crying 'cause your father's drunk
We can't die because we're young
At least that's what we heard in a song

Fire, fire, fire!
Fire from the tongues of liars,
Fire, fire, fire!
Fire from the tongues of liars

You're ashamed of what you've done,
Crying 'cause your father's wrong
Trying to be something new,
You'll feel that you were something to prove

What you confuse for glory's fire
Is fire from the tongues of liars.
What you confuse for glory's fire
Is fire from the tongues of liars.
Oh send your rain

Fire, fire, fire!
Fire from the tongues of liars,
(oh send your rain)
Fire, fire, fire!
Fire from the tongues of liars
(oh send your rain)

Fire, fire, fire!
Fire from the tongues of liars,
(oh send your rain)
Fire, fire, fire!
Fire from the tongues of liars

You're afraid of who you are (you're ashamed of where you're from)
Crying 'cause your father's gone (fire from the tongues of liars)
Dreaming 'til you hit the truth (we can't die because we're young)
You'll find that you've nothing to lose (fire from the tongues of liars)
You'll find that you've nothing to prove.

new picks of my life

 here are the picks every one want to see my dog family    friends sis wedding weight lost  im not shuer but I'm me

odcs who dont know what there doing in safford az

so I got news sad news it not happy time for me im getting surgery the docs don't care if ur dieing or not in this town make me mad knowing if I was dieing none of them would cared

my friends love

To me... Love can be purpose. We often live to love. Be it a love for creating, for recognition, for material things, for your family or friends... its the things and the people that make the infinite amount of horrible shit this life throws at you endurable. Its fulfillment. Thats why to find what we consider "true love" in another person is something most are willing to die for. Its the ultimate, its an undeniable reason to persevere. I've not yet found that in another person, so many times I think I may have, but I have hope that one day I will. I dont believe the universe or "God" or fate is going to bring those things to me, but I think if you're open to it and always searching you'll find them, and if you're closed off and defeated you're likely to remain that way.. but tour life should not be in a nutshell... Love is hard and  even the facing it being in love is incredible. I imagine the real thing to be unparalleled, and thats worth putting up with all the BS that precedes it  in your life be you and not any one hurt you for who you are and how to act on it

The comings and going of the one and only DOBBSTER: i dont know what to do

The comings and going of the one and only DOBBSTER: i dont know what to do: I'm sad to know this but it time i was born 10 days late in the 80 i was born august 11 1985 I'm 27 ill be 28 in Aug but I'm sa...

i dont know what to do

I'm sad to know this but it time i was born 10 days late in the 80 i was born august 11 1985
I'm 27 ill be 28 in Aug but I'm sad to know my friends have pass a way my close dog had die my friend got shoot by 22 gun i have dreams that I'm dead no one knows how it feels i felt like a part of me was dead and gone and some one said to me ur loved by a lot of people not true iv been spit on cussed at heart broken rejected by friends a

butterfly

once a pone a time when the world was a good place where there was this small Caterpillar that hid and was lonly on a tree and it was a lone no family no friends searching for who she was.she finly grown to a butter fly  her wings there where  collers like pink blue white ornge black and blended her name was light and the way she flew was slowe and not fast she found a town name flower town where there was diffrent there was ranbow flower who lived and miss his family some how they where close friends he told her she will find her life and she will never be a lone that some one cared to be there
2 years of staying in flower town she and rainbow mad a new friend the crow name innes she was the sprit bird who told her she will find her family and he never been a lone some how she wanted to find some one to love she was bullyed the butter fly was bird saved her life knowing some one would love her  dark bird was really mean and never had any birds to pray for his name was  rando who never wanted the butter fly to live  there was a sister in her life she never found or known a bout this is how life is for me if this happen to me i found love in a sad way broken lies and life i thought some one would know who i am

my dog has pass away

iv been really sad mood and it not good to every one my loving dog has pass away and not ok now since I'm the one who saw her death i flipp out and i was crying and screaming not good to know and it time to move on slowly and it take time i have been so mad at my life for not saying good bye to her she was 14 years old 6 months 2 weeks 9 hours 14 mints 3 seconds knowing I'm missing her to much make me so lost i feel so low i feel so mad i felt this since sat im not ok i wont be ok nightmares not cool for 6 days im lost we had bared her in are back yard




 

stop the hate on bands who have tatoos and i love them for what they have done for me

well i had a friend this week ask why do u have friends with tattoos well god love every one i love my haters a lot u think they all need no love not true a lot of b ands need love from there fans some peeps i know dont know god but i do and im willing to pray for them and there families and it hard on them to have fans that dont like there music me i don't like country i love old music like poison bvb Alice in chains and the new bands like family force 5 and a skylit drive and miw and other bands but it sad i don't know who willing to know but i love all of my friends who know im willing to be there for them and they all was ask why do u like us if ur religion doesn't i dont judge any one for what they do but some bands suck bad way bad sorry but iv know some of u do pray for me to make shuer im a live and not dead it means a lot to me more then u know but now i have to find out who there for me iv been on my twitter and some thing seems fishy to me if i hurt u tell me stop THIS CRAP and u thin k i care u have ur groupys and ur sluty girl friends wonder why nice girls finish last not cool i wonder if u sleep with other girls u guys have stds and wont tell any one then u brag a bout every thing u did with a nother girl EWWWWWWWWWW GROSE im tierd of lies from friends who at least tell me why they did it

gaww why

im sorry to say this but this is it i found out that bands i use to trust hated me for who i was and what i have done was trying to be a friends all i get is crap no one seems to care a bout me i wonder why im liveing for some times i cry because iv been bullyed all my life and im not a lone on this but i am a out cast kid no one want to know or see how i really feel i wonder if i was in a band i ...would be there for the fans but i gess im not that inportant to live for and im tierd of all bands saying they will be there for u and then they for get a bout u and they move on with there life and it hurts to know some one who trys to be there for the bands but they hurt you and they let u down who been there for me only a few friends not bands but real friends who i call family a diffrent kind of family a family i can go see cry or even be saved but it to late for me and im the lost one not good day to feel this way

drama part 2

OK now I'm ready to tell u all how i feel a bout my drama and yes u might get a lot of karma for what u did to me it sad to see some one trying to make u jealous of them girl u got it so darn wrong u might have his kid but I'm not the one screwing with my exssess 15 of them and ur lire and u know it so cry me a river and there nothing I'm going to do i not going to trust u 2 as a friend u lie once ur fault do it a gen his fault and it time for u to LEAVE ME THE HELLO MERCY A LONE and i don't love u or her u try to lie to me boy ur crazy in the noggin means brain and u think I'm going to let u rune my life i don't think so i had to block him and not talk to u im sorry but im not going to let u win u made the sin not me

this made me cry and it so true

I dreamed a dream,
A silent dream,
Of a land not far away.
Where no birds sang,
No steeples rang,
And teardrops fell like rain.
I dreamed a dream,
A silent dream
Of a land so filled with pride
That ev'ry song,
Both weak and strong,
Withered and died.
I dreamed a dream.
No alleluia,
Not one hosanna,
No song of love,
No lullaby.
And no choir sang to change the world.
No pipers played; no dancers twirled.
I dreamed a dream,
A silent dream.
Silent. Silent....
Awake! Awake! Awake! Awake!
Soli Deo Gloria! Awake! Awake!
Awake! Awake, my soul, and sing!
The time for praise has come.
The silence of the night has passed;
A new day has begun.
Let music never die in me!
Forever let my spirit sing!
Wherever emptiness is found,
Let there be joy and glorious sound.
Let music never die in me!
Forever let my spirit sing!
Let all our voices join as one
To praise the Giver of the song!
Awake! Awake!
Let music live!

not here

last night was to fun to even think i was so sick not cool it sees im not here not cool im going to die one of these days and there nothing u can do for me if i die let me go in to the angel world i need to deal with a lot knowing i had hurt a lot of u  im sorry but u hurt me first TO ANY ONE IN SAFFOPRD ARIZONA DO THE DAM SPEED LIMIT

this is not easey

hi every one who reading a lot in my life it hard it seems that i should be crying or be mad but god love me and we are in the same boat if u all did not know i was not here hafe the time i was sick sad lost even stop praying  life is not easy for me i use to not hang with a lot of friends because i don't like drama but im not ok with the fact that it has happen to me and it over done smashed like a bug and im free to be me i love scremo music and yes i do lesion to it  because it good for my life  I DOT LIKE HOW SOME OF U TALK CRAP A BOUT ME AND U KNOW WHO U ARE BANDS  and im sad to know that every one hate each other and not knowing god he said love one a nother as i have loved u now it bad crazy sad heart broken and yes i know thee still spirits around us no one seem to know but i do we have one in are house he/she nice never been mean i use to call her or him  bob or Jane and it sad to say this in few weeks are loving dog going down hill i use to wright every week now i dont because i got to fun things or i for get im sorry but my life not the way it use to be i was in love once and he gone got marred and has kids i never know if it was a good thing  but now we talk im not mad at him i had to let u go i never thougt u would go and screw me over but it ur lost  and i hope carma gose and slap u hard but im going to bed soon so i gess u heard me thanks

who ever want to read this is inportant to me

well this week been ok for my family my life is getting better because of a bands and i owe them a thank you to them and there love for me

For many in the heavy music scene, Righteous Vendetta needs little introduction. With two full length records under their belt along with numerous tours with a show history just over 800 shows in the past 4 years, Righteous Vendetta has amassed fans in the US and abroad while honing their performance skills to a fine edge. The Wyoming-based group’s tight, technical brand of rock/metal has earned t...hem a great deal of respect as well as publicity, with features in publications such as HM, Amp, Hails and Horns, and AP. Most recently, they embarked on a European tour with veterans Spoken and Inhale Exhale, hitting half a dozen countries across central and eastern Europe. Meanwhile, Righteous Vendetta’s single ‘This Pain’ spent 15 weeks in the top 20 on Billboard’s Christian Rock chart, achieving commercial success rarely seen by bands who cut their teeth in the hardcore and metal scene, while also signaling a new creative direction for the band’s upcoming release which is due out April 23, 2013

I, The Breather

Were in a generation filled with such hatred in our hearts... I see it everyday, I see what the vast majority of people talk about and attack. Its beyond sad... I do understand that hatred towards some things will always exist, But the fact that we all have hatred towards our own brothers and sisters saddens me... And often in certain cases its only because of opinions or beliefs... Not even because that person is a bad person but just because you dont see eye to eye with who they are... When will we all wake up from this stupid mess weve created and realize that WE are this worlds future and were always blaming the older generation who run this country NOW. What about us guys!? Why cant we just get along and focus on creating a beautiful place where we all love each other... Life becomes so beautiful when you step back and start appreciating people for who they are deep down... Im so fed up with seeing people fighting everyday over the stupidest stuff... WERE IN THIS TOGETHER! Ugh... I could keep going but an honest man only has so much time to speak these days before hes shut down. I hope this hits some of you like a brick and you wake up. -Shawn

sorry

im so sorry i havent been o hre for few months sad things have happehn to my family my dog is dieing if no one knows if so we know she cant see or she get to mad not fun i lost 30 pounds ill send pics soon hehehe love y new friends and there bands i hope we all get alog soon i dot know when but any was hope u all have fun day i have instagram and twitter any one want to find me look up instagram christopherdobbs and Dobbs27 twiitter have a fun friday

i dont know but i have fear in my life and i cant face it

i saw him sitting by me like it use to be i had him in my life like it a dream but it was not i saw him with dark hair and dark black eyes it really made me cry i saw who it was Satan has found me and now I'm a lone with this sad pain full life i really saw him i cry ed and creep out why me was it because i have friends who don't love me or is because u wanted me to see who he was i never want to face Satan a lone i m lost scared and no one to save me where were u at I'm scared that i wont be strong and ill live in the dark iv try ed every thing and now im asking help form any one please dont let me be a lone

im sad

i found out this week i was lied to a gen i feel like god put me here for a reson and no one seems to care if i did die it woukd be sad with out me knowing im not the only one in this world who get treated like crap or lied to it hurt so bad i wish some one would just give me a hug and tell me im ok but im not ok i feel so alone it sad and now im lost all my friends in bands i dont like u all as i thought i would some of u hate me some of u have for gotten me why becuse im me or is it u dont care a bout a fan who loseing there lifes because of u u never know what hate is like i feel like im in a demon world where