i dont know but i have fear in my life and i cant face it

i saw him sitting by me like it use to be i had him in my life like it a dream but it was not i saw him with dark hair and dark black eyes it really made me cry i saw who it was Satan has found me and now I'm a lone with this sad pain full life i really saw him i cry ed and creep out why me was it because i have friends who don't love me or is because u wanted me to see who he was i never want to face Satan a lone i m lost scared and no one to save me where were u at I'm scared that i wont be strong and ill live in the dark iv try ed every thing and now im asking help form any one please dont let me be a lone