vampires

Blood i seek, blood i lust,
Blood i crave, blood i must!
Day has gone night is here,
Eternal day thats all i fear!
Years have past seem like days,
Endless night i stop to gaze.
Forever young i cant get old,
Thirst for blood my skin is cold.
Born centuries ago in a far distant land,
Were i fell victim to another hand!
I left my home land so long ago,
Where this evil feeling did so grow!
I searched for others just like me,
I sailed the ocean across the sea.
Years went by my search was long,
Looking for belief to were i belong.
It was Paris (1304)it finally came,
I think of it again and again
The night was young it was pouring with rain
She whispered in my ear that we are the same.
Enemy of man, they hunt me down,
Home for now, this old town.
I hear their thoughts, i smell their fear,
Most often they don't now am here.
I keep my face on that old bookshelf,
Because that's the only time i see myself.
Blood i need, before sun rise,
Staring through these black cold eyes
I roam the night were creatures call,
I write this now from this old town hall.

My freind is all of these!

My freind is all of these!

Friendship is to trust
Friendship is having the kindness to help
Friendship is giving to others without thinking
Friendship is being there when someone need you
Friendship can be just a smile that brightens your day
Friendship is giving more than you expect to receive
Friendship is listening
Friendship is offering your opinion when you think you need to
Friendship can be many things
Friendship is different for everyone
Friendship could be holding a hand for support
Friendship is lending your shoulder to cry on
Friendship is mellow
Friendship is giving back
Friendship is only taking that what you need
Friendship can be that voice of reason you give
Friendship could also be a boost of encouragement when it’s needed
Friendship stands the test of time
Friendship is show in many different ways
Friendship can be everlasting
Friendship is not always an easy thing
Friendship is hard to break apart
Friendship is strong
Friendship should never be taken for granted
Friendship is meant to be shared with all
Friendship is free and rewarding to share
Friendship can be unforgettable
Friendship is priceless to many
Friendship is a secret never to be told
Friendship is not having to say sorry but do
Friendship is not judging no matter what
Friendship is to share, the joy and the fear
Friendship is someone to run too when things are tough
Friendship is a hand to hold when things are so rough
Friendship is someone to laugh with not at you
Freindship is just knowing they are there
Freindship is very personal
Freindship is all of thes things and many more
This is are how I see friendship
To have a true Friend is the best thing to achieve
We all have one but it may take a very long time to find them.
 and to be with them until now i feel like some one found me

as a good friend thank u all for ur love and saport i need it

most of the time i thnk of u all and wonder how far i have gone to be

me and not a lone it feels so weard knowing u all love me

i hope u all read this for some u called friend and not being so mean to

one a nother

i am not normal

 so im Christopher Lynne Dobbs i live in Safford for pas 26 years and it hard to be me i was born on the 11 of august in the 80s i was born 10 days late i thought some one would love me for who i was and i don't like my life some times i get sad and im a lonely it sad to feel like ull never get close to all of ur friends who was sapose to be there for u i never had good times i was bullied a lot i got few friends  i  feel  like no one could understand me for what i live for im the one u all push ,e far a way it to sad to know im not u or im not a hot person if i was u i would never hurt u or let u down now if u did i for give u all for hurting me and letting me down and  heart broken i was so sad knowing no one would say hey what wrong i would tell u all but it to late and it sucks

New me

hi im back hahahaha i think this is it new me and there a lot at stake every one ask me one thing where have u been well a lot has happen iv been hart broken  and lost for pass year and a hafe im not a loser

not giveing in

im not going to die
im not giveing in to hate
im going to love
im not leting any one let me down
im here for any one
im all was the lost one
im all was there for u
im the small light in every one hearts
im the one u can count on
im not giveing in to depression
im faceing my demons
i want u to be there for me when im down
and now i want u to know who i am
u where there for me when i was sad
ur songs made me understand how i felt
when i was sad mad or  evenn lost u gave me time to understand
your songs had a lot of diffrent storys a bout uand me  touching both are  heart
my life not esey to a lot of us some of us want to go home but im here some times i wish some one would let me cry a bout things if i cant let it out it bad but ur here for me and i love u for it

where the love

where did the love go to im so sad that i made a promis and i keep it!!!! none of u have made promis to  me u all lie to me and im over it im done with all the crap and lies and im done with ur lies and now it ur falt to lose me as a friend im sorry for what u did to me so it  a lost in life for u if i did die it would not be ur falt for saveing u or trying to stop some one and ur not there it so sad to know some one not there for u or what is it there no love

standing in a bad storm

i don't know if it seems sad that im here and u made the promise to be there for me and then let me down why am i a lone when u made me happy u never told me to die  now im scared u left every one go and then the band left u for what it worth and it not like that in my life there 3 roads and im not going to let any one brake me or any one and now i cry because u never card a  bout ur fans or even me why did i like ur music i feel like a kid hit by a car and lots of blood on the floor i never ask u to do any thing for me but u have lied to me and ur fans i could be there for u but u never talk to me and i don't like it at all i never wanted to lose u as a friend in a band but i did the rain started to drip of sad ness of crying that i do i have never for gave u or any one in ur band to let me down the worse u told me u cared for me and never let me go and u did and u never talk to me or said we are sorry for what we did to u or ur friends and u never cared so this is good bye for good all the bands who lie to me or let me down when i need u all or even friends u all made my life happy but the bad storm has came back im not happy im relly mad it make me sad to know u or ur band and im sad to know why u did it i never ask u because u let me be me and then screw me over bye for good i thought u where there for me but im wrong for being a girl who has mield retardation and it not esey for me to be happy