so i gess u want to know some thing a bout me well here we go

iv been wondering if any of u even love me i felt this way for to long and it not fair for me to deal with every one crap and knowing this it time for me and it going to get crazy
for the first time ill be me

some thing u need to know be for u do some thing wrong

well here my story i was born 10 days late i was suppose to be born Aug 1 19 85 well that did not happen i was born on the 11 of Aug I'm mild retarded i have been bullied for 20 years i have been spit on put clay in my hair no friends let see i had cansear almost 3 times out of my life no friends out cast been hurt worse i almost killed my self felt worthless to every one and bands to never had a b/f because I'm ugly girl no one wants but I'm here for a reason that not been esey as every one thinks I'm a lost kid no wonder why life hard but u all have music to save ur life I'm still going there depression it getting a lot better thowe I'm me and i have some one to thank a lot for things they done for me even bands love me and hate me I'm me the old Christie that god made me the way i should be and I'm happy to know u wanted to know me so here i am in my house figuring out life and it hard to say this but I'm a Beautiful person i was born this way no matter what all of u think so if any one want to know me more let me know at c_l_dobbs2012@hotmail.com or at www.facebook.com/ Christie dobbs or at c_l_dobbs2011@hotmail.com I'm willing to be any one friend if that OK and bands need to see these 3 bands  embers in ashes southbound fearing  and silversyde

this made me think

we all go threw this

There is an appointed time for everything. And there is a time for every event under heaven:

A time to give birth, and a time to die; A time to plant, and a time to uproot what is planted.

A time to kill, and a time to heal; A time to tear down, and a time to build up.

A time to weep, and a time to laugh; A time to mourn, and a time to dance.

A time to throw stones, and a time to gather stones; A time to embrace, and a time to shun embracing.

A time to search, and a time to give up as lost; A time to keep, and a time to throw away.

A time to tear apart, and a time to sew together; A time to be silent, and a time to speak.

A time to love, and a time to hate; A time for war, and a time for peace are lifes we go threw this even i do we all need time to think what god went threw for us

every yhing worng now

i never thought this week would go like this hearing a bout sandy i was so sad for the familys and then earth quakes and then my infection and now mitch wow no way crys cant sleep